#HE’S TRYIN TO EAT HEALTHY OK
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aurinkomoukari · 8 months ago
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I don’t know why but that salad labeled ”JIM” is somehow the cutest thing ever 😭
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jatlokgwo · 11 months ago
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(not tryin to discourse am just upset-rambling to myself but is fine to reblog this as whatever if you want)
a few days ago someone that was into hunger/feeding stuff (kink-not-kink) interacted with me they had a cool blog and i saw alot of 🤝 with the stuff that they liked and both of my eds so i sent them a projecty headcanon i have that childe has the same kind of eds and that he have tried to match how much zhongli ate to be polite without realizing that zhongli is a dragon and eventually li notices and helps him
a few hours later i got a dm explaining that my headcanon is cute but tgey wouldnt post my ask becuz it was ed-related and theg didnt want to fetishize eds (my hc is about childe having arfid/problems with texture and the weight of food i reworded itn to be more like the fanfic and prompts on that persons blog the only ed mention was a crossed out joke that i about about myself projecting)
witch is fine!!!! its there blog they dont have to post anything and they where really nice am trying to rewright it to be "without the ed" for them!!!
the thing that am upset about is that alot of stuff on there blog was litteraly eating disorder stuff but eithout warnings the community was fine with charaters fasting randomly for 2 days or being way to hungry for just forgetting lunch or stuff like that but when i try to go like !!!🤝!!! hi!!! heres a headcanon i have thats like this stuff!!!! :D i am treated like i dropped a live grenade for mentioning that the hc came from my mental health stuff instead of kink/kink but not in a kinky way
witch. :|
i get alot of comfort from reading stuff about my problems it would be nice to have more things to read and to know that the author isnt dying or suffering as they type and if the tummy stuff hunger/feeding community was more ok with themselves overlaping then things could be tagged properly for the people that dont want to see ed behaviour instead of ed-stuff-but-we-swear-its-normal-and-healthy-not-an-ed witch. um. SEEMS BAD?? we could have symbiosis
(and fetishizing is not a inherently bad thing especially wirh the logic that there using i am constantly being sexual and kinky-but-the-evilbad-word by existing and being mentally ill and relating especially to things as long as your not being toxic to real people its fine you want the syntoms but its against the rules to wonder how the syntoms got there)
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13thdoodle · 3 years ago
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I posted 266 times in 2021
196 posts created (74%)
70 posts reblogged (26%)
For every post I created, I reblogged 0.4 posts.
I added 451 tags in 2021
#13thdoodle - 79 posts
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#danny phantom - 59 posts
#dp 31 - 53 posts
#dp kitsune au - 44 posts
#not mine - 38 posts
#dp levi - 36 posts
#kc rambles - 28 posts
#anonymous - 24 posts
#dp ocs - 22 posts
(huh.. only less than 200 posts this year? man im getting rusty :squint: )
Longest Tag: 139 characters
#but in the 'i have way too many idea piling up since finals and now idk what to draw n whenever i tried to choose one my brain short circui
(of course my longest tag is me venting kasjndjkaasd)
My Top Posts in 2021
#5
Cursed thought:
What if blob ghosts can't fully possess someone, at least not the normal way most ghosts do, so instead they sorta drive em around, like Remy from ratatouille?
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Ok I know u said cursed thoughts and that it had the potential to be cursed
but also i cant help but think the blob ghost controlling ppl like remy sounds super cute ??? maybe not even actually possess just.. flop on people's head n nudge em to where they wanna go??
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they tryin their best uwu
998 notes • Posted 2021-07-27 05:58:06 GMT
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Phandom Truce gift for @the-random-phan
They wanted Danny meet Peter Parker so i hope i get it right?
I’m sorry this took so long i have no excuses orz
1109 notes • Posted 2021-01-11 07:50:54 GMT
(I'm glad this one made it here~)
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[ Dannymay Day 13 : Daydream ] cont. Nature
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Kitsune Danny being the ominous cryptic lil shit that he is
1221 notes • Posted 2021-05-14 10:00:18 GMT
(HELL YEA Kitsune Au my beloved~ I'm glad this one got here too aksjnaksskdn somewhat surprised the animatic one isnt here tho)
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[ DP kitsune au : continuation from candlelight n midnite prompt ]
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sam n tucker : everything is sus
danny : shit i gotta gaslight gatekeep girlboss my way outta this
he maybe criptid but he's still danny so he work with two braincells at best
also i may or may not have tried to look up if green candles are normal or easy to get so thats why we're here lmao
1302 notes • Posted 2021-05-12 17:49:30 GMT
(the singular braincells trio)
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Okay how about the au where its demons instead of ghosts x the au where danny goes to college and stops caring
so... like @louroalka's demon AU? hopefully its okay?
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Bad coping mechanism College Danny VS the demon on your shoulder telling you to take some fcking nap and eat healthy for goodness sake
I had the usual danny being sassy to demon but this is wayy funnier lmaoo
1538 notes • Posted 2021-06-21 18:00:37 GMT
(i cant believe its this one thats more popular somehow aksjadka i guess the ones with more notes are from 2020.. n this year i was more into ocs so maybe thats why aksjndkjads)
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obeiii-mee · 4 years ago
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Hey! I have a really loud and particular laugh that seems to carry quite literally throughout my house and there have been many times people have bought it up with me (I can’t help it my laugh is just loud & contagious!!). Could I request the bros reaction to MC who quite literally is unable to laugh quietly and ends up being heard through the whole of the house? Thank you!🥰
This is so sweet, geez imma get cavities. I also have a very loud laugh and I startle people a lot when I start laughing so I get what you mean!
These HCs are probably written a lot better because suddenly I’m full energy and motivation-
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The Brothers with an MC who has a loud and particular laugh:
Lucifer:
-He’ll never admit it but whenever you start laughing or even smiling, he can’t really stop himself from doing it too
-Like, he looks at you as you start cackling about a funny meme Levi just showed you and he’s holding back a smile-
-Because, even though you have such a loud and some would say ‘obnoxious’ laugh, he thinks you just sound so precious
-He really struggles to show that he’s not affected by you as much as he actually is
-Even if you start laughing at an inappropriate time, he’d likely not even tell you off properly
- Would never say anything of the sort to your face, but he low-key admires you
-He thinks it’s amazing that a simple human like you that has experienced so many horrible things every since they arrived in literal hell, can have the ability to laugh so heartily even now
-If you’re in public and start doing your boisterous laugh, he will keep a stoic expression on his face
-There’s a hint of a blush on his cheeks if you look close enough, though I doubt anyone is crazy enough to point it out
-In private though? Appreciate these moments y’all, because it’s one of the few rare times you’ll see him laugh freely
-Even when he’s around his brothers and trying to keep a straight face, you can see his lips threatening to curve upwards
-Basically, he thinks you’re baby and your laugh makes him feel at ease
Mammon:
-I head canon that he also has a very particular laugh because he gives off those kind of vibes
-He probably doesn’t even notice how loud you are when you start wheezing
-Normally, he’d join in and start laughing with you as the rest of the brothers take out their sound blocking ear muffs for the third time that day
-You two are loud ok?
-Poor Lucifer who not only has insomnia and is a workaholic, he also has two idiots giggling to themselves in the middle of the night
-When I said Mammon is trying to get a laugh out of you any hour of the day
-I mean any hour
-He will wake you up to just hear your voice and then proceed to run out as you start yelling at him
-Even if he were to notice it, the worst reaction you’re gonna get out of him is a bit of teasing
-“Ya sound like you’re dyin’ over there human. You alright?”
-When in reality, he’s even more smitten with you because your laugh is just another one of your amazing qualities
-Mammon does the stupidest shit in front of you to make you and hear you laugh because it warms his heart
-Even if he wouldn’t admit it, to you or to himself
-The only time he ‘doesn’t like’ it when you laugh is if you’re poking fun at him with his brothers
-That gets him all huffy puffy and sad
-For a minute, before he’s thrown himself onto you again
-Greedy for money and greedy for affection of course
Levi:
-ohcrapohcrapohcrapohcrap
-“YOU SOUND JUST LIKE THE MAIN CHARACATER’S LOVE INTEREST FROM THIS NEW ANIME I’M WATCHING! IT’S CALLED: PEOPLE KEEP TELLING ME I’M IN LOVE WITH MY BEST FRIEND BUT I’M ACTUALLY NOT, THOUGH WHOA THEY HAVE SUCH A PRETTY LAUGH!”
-Catch him rambling about it for five minutes straight
-Before stopping abruptly, flushing from head to toe and starting to stutter like he forgot how to speak
-This usually has you laughing again, in a more sympathetic and encouraging way and he just...dies
-He doesn’t like his laugh, at all
-He thinks it sounds really awkward and tense
-So he’s low-key jealous about your rather impulsive laugh because it’s so sweet??? And amazing and cute??? Just like you???
-But at the same time, it’s hard for him to be jealous of it when he loves it so much
-Why do you think he keeps coming to you whenever he finds funny memes or compilations online???
-“I don’t expect a normie like you to understand but look at this.”
-He gets a stupidly cute kick out of knowing that he is the one making you laugh
-I suggest trying not to laugh too much while he’s playing video games because your laugh distracts him so much
-And he will throw his headset at you
-Affectionately of course
Satan:
-He doesn’t give much of a reaction besides a quirked eyebrow and a quiet ‘Oh?’
-Sure, he doesn’t really like it when his brothers are being noisy either because they’re laughing too loudly or because they are fighting gladiator style outside his room
-But you’re the exception
-The only person in that household that could get away with interrupting his reading/work is you
-May come as a surprise to some, but sometimes Satan does get worried for you
-If he hasn’t seen you in a while he might start thinking that something is wrong
-But then he’d hear you laughing from downstairs and he’d smile and think “Eh they’re alright.”
-He thinks your laugh sounds so much more endearing than his own psychotic laugh 🥰🥰🥰
-Will throw one of his precious books at any of his brothers if they make fun of the way you laugh
-Basically, he has the biggest heart eyes for you but he’s too good at hiding it
-Laugh with him whenever something embarrassing happens to Lucifer and he will be so pleased and happy for the rest of the day
Asmo:
-“MC my dear, has anyone mentioned what a wonderfully charming laugh you have? And that says something coming from me.”
-Asmo also has a very noticeable laugh
-Not exactly loud but it could be considered obnoxious (to his brothers) and he giggles all the time when he’s very excited
-Having Asmodeous as your partner is basically the same thing as dating your best friend
-Despite being the Avatar of Lust, your relationship with him is super healthy and even he takes comfort in that
-You’d both be chuckling to yourselves in Majolish or something because this bïtch is hilarious if he wants to be
-“Oh my Lord Diavolo! MC, look! I found the perfect outfit for Mammon!!”
-And it’s a Disney princess dress the size of a fuckn toddler
-You guys laughed so hard you got kicked out >:(
-But you ended up buying that dress for Mammon anyway lmaoo
-Spending too much time with Asmo is similar to the whole “I’m trying to be quiet in class but me and my friend keep laughing every time we look at each other”
-The way both of you have to strain yourselves from full on cackling when Lucifer has a go at either of you 😌
-Except you seriously can’t laugh because you will be ✨murdered✨
-“What do you mEAN YOU DON’T LIKE YOUR LAUGH, YOUR LAUGH IS GORGEOUS! NOT AS GORGEOUS AS MINE OBVIOUSLY BUT IT EASILY COMES IN SECOND!”
-That’s the kind of hype he gives you all day every day
Beel:
-The first time he properly heard you laugh was when you started making puns and you were laughing like crazy at your own jokes (samesies)
-And he just loves seeing you this happy because he gets happy and then he doesn’t even want to eat anymore, he just wants to hug you
-“I like your laugh. Do it again for me?”
-Your heart went doki doki
-It’s common for Beel to make you all flustered without meaning to and then you nervously start laughing again because you feel so awkward
-BUT your face brightens up so much when you start laughing or even smiling and he can’t help himself from complimenting you
-Your joyous and loud chuckles always cheer him up
-To the point where he completely forgets how hungry he is
-Took you a while to figure this one out but his mood sort of changes with yours??
-If you’re visibly sadder than usual, he his morale is also surprisingly low and he starts eating more than usual
-In comparison to when you’re all bubbly and doing that beautiful laugh of yours and he gets like these butterflies in his stomach instead of the usual pangs of pain and hunger
-So now he just wants to hear your voice in general on repeat for the rest of eternity
-Im not crying you are
Belphie:
-“You’re too loud dumbass, I’m tryin’ to nap here.”
-Will deadass throw a pillow at your face if you wake him up
-Like hes so rude and for what?
-He loves you and your annoying as fuck laugh, he really does I promise
-It’s a special, unique part of you and all that sappy crap
-But keep it up and you will have a very cranky boyfriend to deal with for the rest of the month
-He can be such an ass at times if he’s in a bad mood
-“I should tape your mouth shut.”
-“Kinky-“
-“Shut up.”
-But as much as he hates being woken up by somebody else, he would much prefer waking up to your voice rather anyone else’s
-You usually wake him up in the mornings to get ready for RAD and you start giggling every time he pulls a face at you and complains that he doesn’t wanna
-“What are you? An alarm clock?”
-And then he just sort of pulls you to him and goes with a completely straight face:
-“You’re annoying but you can be my alarm clock if you want to.”
-He’s either flirting or is so sleepy he’s being unusually soft hELP
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Thank you for reading! And for all the reblogs and follows. You guys don’t even know how much I appreciate your support. Especially at times when I’m not as motivated to write and now that the fandom has fizzled out a bit.
Also imma have to make a master list soon or something
Al~
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tsukishimaenthusiast · 4 years ago
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Heyo! I love your blog(even though I followed literally today lmfao) and was wondering if I could get Tsukishima, Kuroo, Bokuto and Suga with a Ftm! S/o who doesn't take the best care of themselves? Like, leaving a binder on too long, not eating/not sleeping? Thanks in advance ♡☆♡!!
tsukishima, sugawara, kuroo, and bokuto with a ftm s/o who doesn’t take the best care of themselves
i was a little nervous to write abt this cause i don’t know too much about it but i hope this is ok!!
tsukishima:
omg tsukki like ,,, takes care of u in a v minimalistic way
and he would like,, over analyze you ??
like if it’s late at night or something he’ll ft you
if you don’t pick up, it’s bc ur asleep
but if u do answer…prepare to get a lecture
but not for too long bc he wants you to sleep
whenever you guys eat lunch at school, he checks to see if ur eating healthy food too,,, not a lot of junk food and stuff ykyk
if he sees u eat a lot of snacks, he’ll bring you veggies the next day or sumn
and if youse hang out for a long time and u get home, he checks around the room to see if you’ve taken off your binder
when he doesn’t see it, he narrows his eyes at you
“y/n…”
you know why he’s actin like this so you take off ur binder lol
u aint tryin to get another lecture😔🤚🏽🤚🏽
sugawara:
literally THE most caring boyf
will send you gn texts when u SHOULD be going to sleep
“babyyyyy… you need your rest!”
sometimes he goes grocery shopping w you to make sure ur eating well🥺
offers to prepare meals for you
but ur like “nah nah it’s okay, i can do it myself.”
bc he’s just too kind😔😔😔😔
“y/n… *sigh* you know you’re not supposed to wear your binder for too long!”
he gets all pouty bc he’s jus worried yk
ur already feeling a bit uncomfy
but he helps you take it off ! only if u ask tho which is often
suga just really cares about you n wants to make sure ur taking good care of yourself
kuroo:
ANOTHER CARING BOYF
doesn’t pester you about not sleeping well but WILL ask if u wanna take naps w him
y’all nap together quite often actually
he’s the one who always asks but, “it’s for you to catch up on sleep” so ,,,
kuroo the type to shake his head at u for ur unhealthy food choices
“you should be eating THIS instead.”
has a smug look on his face while he does it, too
but you both know he secretly enjoys his junk food
kuroo will remind u to take off your binder as soon as y’all get home from a longgg day
he wants to make sure ur safe and comfy😌😌
bokuto:
bokuto has good intentions but he barely follows them himself so …
like if u text him late at night he’ll DEF answer
but he doesn’t tell you to go to sleep… he’ll talk to you until he knocks out LMFAO
and then the next day he’ll complain about how u made him stay up and force you to take a nap w him
so in a way it kinda works out ??? not rlly tho lol
bokuto doesn’t eat the best either
so actually, akaashi tells u guys to eat healthier n stuff
sets a reminder on his phone so he can remember to tell u to take off ur binder
it’s a daily reminder cause he knows he’ll forget but wants to make sure ur taking proper care of yourself🥺
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auncyen · 4 years ago
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Ok ok so I'd been idly thinking about updating "Chats with Joker in Mementos" for Royal for a while, except as far as I know there aren't any transcriptions for the Royal Mementos chats like there is for Vanilla...
So...after some questionable use of my time, I now have a list of a good chunk of the starters in Royal. Only starters, not responses, since the point of the fic is having Joker be the one to respond, and I didn't transcribe ones I didn't think would be interesting for him to respond to, but still, if anyone does ever look to do a complete transcription, this might be helpful as a start? Or just interesting if you want to see what some characters talk about. Spoilers for third semester below cut.
Ryuji: Man, we really bust our asses to get stronger in here. I wish it meant we got stronger in the real world too.
Ryuji: Man, I had this horrible dream last night… Can’t remember a thing about it, though.
Ryuji: Ya know what? I guess Mona does have a mask, technically.
Ryuji: Yo, the way he jumps behind Shadows is so sick!
Ryuji: Yo, is it just me, or is fallin’ asleep getting tougher every night? At this point, I’m outta ideas of what to do.
Ryuji: Kinda fiendin’ for some ramen right about now… Maybe I’ll hit up Ogikubo when we get back.
RyujI: So lately, I’ve been tryin’ to work some training into my nightly routine before bed.
Ryuji: Hey, is it just me, or is Morgana’s sword basically the same size as Joker’s knife?
Ryuji: My mom made gyudon last night! My fave! Now I’ve got, like, fifty times more energy than usual!
Ryuji: This phantom thief stuff feels real as hell whenever he’s flyin’ around with that grappling hook.
Ryuji: Dude, that grappling hook is awesome! He looks like a freakin’ superhero with that thing!
Ryuji: Aww man, I just can’t get enough of those Akihabara maids…
Ryuji: Aren’t knives kinda hard to use ‘cause of their shortness? I definitely prefer my own shit.
Ryuji: I always thought darts looked easy—just aim for the board, y’know? But, it’s waaay harder than that.
Ryuji: Every try the monja in Tsukishima? That stuff is LEGIT.
Ryuji: Yo, does this outfit really make me look like I’m part of some biker gang?
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Morgana: Listen, it’s not that I look like a cat. Cats just happen to look like me.
Morgana: I repeat: I am not a cat. To prove it, I took an actual bath yesterday.
Morgana: So, cats love to chase mice, right? I don’t get it—where’s the fun in that?
Morgana: I’m always so entranced by Panther’s whip technique!
Morgana: Panther, we have matching tails!
Morgana: You know, I’ve never actually been in a car before. Is it anything like I am now?
Morgana: I definitely made the right decision giving him the code name “Joker.”
Morgana: I’m willing to bet Joker’s skilled enough to use throwing knives.
Morgana: Anime, books, movies… Phantom thieves sure are popular.
Morgana: Last night I dreamt that Phantom Thieves were kicking some serious butt—let’s bring that dream to life!
Morgana: I can teach you everything you need to know about being a phantom thief. Relax—you’re in good hands!
Morgana: *yawn* I didn’t get enough sleep…
Morgana: I couldn’t fall asleep at all last night. I just laid there with my eyes open…
Morgana: I like Yongen-Jaya; it’s a great place for a stroll.
Morgana: Is Shujin Academy the only thing in Aoyama?
Morgana: I was vegetating in front of the TV last night, and I have to say, there are some pretty decent shows on now.
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Ann: The bakery had a sale yesterday and I ended up buying everything they had!
Ann: The Ferris wheel is a must for me at theme parks, every time. I love being able to just relax.
Ann: I have an upcoming shoot at a theme park, but what sucks is how I can’t go on any of the rides.
Ann: Last night I dreamt I was eating a chocolate bar, then all of a sudden, it got mad and started chasing me!
Ann: Every once in a while I have a dream where I get chased by a Shadow…
Ann: I’ve been sleeping really well since I started getting all this exercise.
Ann: I was up late watching TV last night, so I might be a little sleep deprived…
Ann: I tend to do my clothes shopping in Kichijoji—it’s fun looking through all the resale shops.
Ann: I hate when people ask me to say stuff in English just ‘cause I lived overseas.
Ann: It always bothers me when foreign movie subtitles leave stuff out or take too many liberties.
Ann: I was talking to my overseas friend the other day—her straightforward attitude was really refreshing!
Ann: I was talking to Shiho on the phone and before I knew it, three whole hours had passed!
Ann: Joker seems like he’d make a good cook, doesn’t he? I mean, he’s great with his knife and all…
Ann: It’s actually quite exhilarating to attack with a whip. I wonder why that is…
Ann: Whenever my foreign relatives come to Japan, they always rave about how much they love Japanese food!
Ann: Do you think there’s anything I can do about my outfit? I feel like I stand out too much in this…
Ann: Is there a difference between a whip and a grappling hook?
Ann: Ya know, Skull’s always been into skull designs and stuff.
Ann: Wouldn’t a grappling hook be awfully handy in the real world?
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Yusuke: I wish to paint the world as only I see it. The best way to succeed at this is through practice.
Yusuke: It’s fun to walk around and inspect different temples and shrines. The architecture is always impressive.
Yusuke: If Shadows are sentient, do you think their being moved by a painting would invoke a change of heart?
Yusuke: There have been times where I was compelled to create three-dimensional art.
Yusuke: I’m quite curious about Mona’s Western-style sword…
Yusuke: I hear whips are quite difficult to use. Where did you learn how to wield one?
Yusuke: Joker using a grappling hook…. That would make for a picture-perfect composition.
Yusuke: Mona, what exactly do you have in those pouches?
Yusuke: Creating a piece of art is pointless unless I can convey the full essence of the subject.
Yusuke: Art museums stimulate my creativity like no other place—I wish I could live inside one.
Yusuke: Skull and I both use long melee weapons, but they’re total opposites of one another.
Yusuke: Why does my outfit have a tail? I don’t understand…
Yusuke: I considered growing my own bean sprouts, but it seems to be more expensive than buying them grown.
Yusuke: I once had a dream that I washed up on a deserted island. I painted as much as I pleased… So wonderful.
Yusuke: I may specialize in Japanese-style painting, but I’d like to learn some Western techniques as well.
Yusuke: That grappling hook is very useful. I should find a way to utilize one in my daily life.
Yusuke: The other day, I went into the mountains to gather vegetables so I could cut back on food expenses.
Yusuke: I tried to paint a landscape of the starry sky once, but it’s quite difficult to do so from within the city.
Yusuke: India ink isn’t my specialty, but I’ve been experimenting with it in some recent work, just for fun.
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Makoto: I may have stopped being a doormat for adults, but people are still calling me a “teacher’s pet.”
Makoto: A phantom thief’s body is their most vital asset. We need to make sure we eat balanced, nutritious meals.
Makoto: Do you enjoy visiting theme parks? I’ve rarely been to one myself.
Makoto: Fox looks cooler using his katana than I had originally imagined.
Makoto: I had the weirdest dream… I was at school, but I was wearing my phantom thief outfit.
Makoto: Would anyone care to learn how to drive, while we’re here? This place seems as good as any for practice.
Makoto: I know it’s not very healthy, but I do enjoy eating ramen from time to time.
Makoto: Once I’ve graduated, I’m going to buy a motorcycle and go on a road trip.
Makoto: I’ve been working on my grades because I still want to attend college, despite being a phantom thief.
Makoto: I want to read a certain book, but it’s out of print. Where do you suppose I could find a copy?
Makoto: Maybe I’m just burned out, but waking up has grown awfully difficult lately.
Makoto: The grappling hook’s cable seems pretty strong, but it’s scary to think what could happen if it snapped.
Makoto: Once my sister brought home some sushi for me. It was indescribably good…
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Futaba: I heard rhythm’s an important part of fighting, sooo… I started playing a rhythm game!
Futaba: There’s going to be an event tonight in the MMO I play. I can’t wait!
Futaba: This MMO I’m hooked on is really cool. Do you wanna play with me? Oh—it’s in English, though.
Futaba: I’m about to beat the game I’ve been playing. Wonder what I should play next?
Futaba: I’ve been going outside a lot more, so now I’m sleeping way better than I did when I was a shut-in.
Futaba: Guess what? I’m making a game called “Hungry Hungry Mona”!
Futaba: You know who’s a really good driver, is Sojiro. He can parallel park with his eyes closed!
Futaba: If you could shoot grappling hooks from your hands, you’d probably be able to get around just using those!
Futaba: Ya know, I’ve thought about workin’ out and fighting alongside you guys.
Futaba: You guys should try playing shooters! It could help you improve your gun skills.
Futaba: Last night I had a dream my hard drive failed… That was scary.
Futaba: Wouldn’t it be cool if you could mod the grappling hook so it was electrified?
Futaba: Sure, the internet’s convenient, but it’s not like it can do everything. Don’t overestimate its capabilities.
Futaba: I wonder if I’d be okay going to some place by myself if it wasn’t crowded. Inokashira Park seems nice.
Futaba: Yesterday Sojiro bought me my favorite instant yakisoba!
Futaba: Maybe I should get a gun too, just for self-defense… Nah, my hands need to be empty.
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Haru: I found this cafe in Kichioji with phenomenal tea—would you care to try it sometime?
Haru: I ordered kusaya but they refused to make it—they said they couldn’t get the smell out of the kitchen.
Haru: I feel like I need to learn more about the world, but I’m not sure how to best go about it.
Haru: Recently, I’ve been finding rare delicacies rather enticing…
Haru: Even lately, I sometimes dream about doing phantom thief things with Mona.
Haru: If you’re having trouble getting yourself to relax, I recommend herbal tea.
Haru: Asakusa is a wonderful area—I love how it’s this blend of the old and the new.
Haru: Ever since I started high school I’ve been taking the train in the morning, but I’m still not used to it…
Haru: Queen, your mask looks like it’s made of iron. Doesn’t it get heavy?
Haru: Joker’s so acrobatic! He’s really got the hang of that grappling hook.
Haru: I don’t think I’ve gotten this much exercise since I was in ballet.
Haru: Let me know if you ever get a tear in your clothing—I’m good at sewing, so I could most likely fix it.
Haru: I dreamt that the vegetables I’d been growing all died… I was so sad.
Haru: Your weapon seems fun, Skull. Do you want to swap sometime?
Haru: Sometimes it’s impossible for me to fall asleep on days that we’ve been to Palaces, no matter how tired I am.
Haru: You know, before this, I’d never considered using an axe for anything other than chopping firewood…
Haru: My hands have gotten all calloused… I supposed it comes with the territory in gardening.
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Akechi: I have no intention of changing my stance on matters, no matter what anyone may say.
Akechi: Pancakes... I don’t want to hear that word again for a long, long time.
Akechi: We don’t have much time left. Please do what you can to avoid getting sick.
Akechi: The enemies are stronger than ever. Don’t let your guard down.
Akechi: A world that panders to your every whim is so mundane. Where’s the thrill if there’s no competition?
Akechi: Do you prefer my previous outfit or this one? Moving around’s become much easier for me.
Akechi: This place is immense. If there weren’t train tracks everywhere, I’d bring my bike here.
Akechi: We’re working under the constraints of a time limit, so I’d appreciate it if you could be more efficient.
Akechi: If you’re looking for a way to train both your mind and your body, I highly recommend bouldering.
Akechi: You think I’m frightening when I fight? Well, I’m afraid you’re just going to have to accept it.
Akechi: I meant to tell you, regarding Shido… Thank you for keeping your promise.
Akechi: You may not like working with me, but I’m counting on your assistance until our goal is achieved.
Akechi: When we’re riding in the car like this, it’s easy to forget that we’re actually inside Mona.
Akechi: The Shadows here behave differently from the ones in the Palaces, don’t they?
Akechi: I’m getting a bit hungry. I should’ve eaten beforehand.
Akechi: I enjoy spending time in Kichijoji. It’s not very big, but there are plenty of trendy shops.
Akechi: Riding in the car may beat walking, but it doesn’t stop my legs from growing stiff and sore…
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Sumire: I have a few different superstitions for good luck in my routines… They get sort of hard to drop.
Sumire: It was already hard for me to believe Palaces existed, but to think there’s such a massive one under Shibuya…
Sumire: It’s a bit cramped in here with this many people…
Sumire: I get stiff all over from just sitting in the car.
Sumire: Why is the one desert you get to eat during the week so delicious?
Sumire: A phantom thief outfit represents a person’s image of their rebellion, right?
Sumire: I wonder if I should try incorporating another sport into my gymnastics training.
Sumire: I wonder what I could use as inspiration for my performances…
Sumire: Swords are actually pretty hard to wield.
Sumire: Whenever I travel, I always end up buying some sort of good luck charm.
Sumire: Your outfits are all so unique. I can see coordinating them wasn’t a priority.
Sumire: This time of year, a heating pad’s an absolute must for keeping warm.
Sumire: Sometimes people will just walk up to me and ask me to show them a standing split.
Sumire: I’m in top shape today! Let’s keep going.
Sumire: Do you all stretch beforehand? You could pull a muscle if you don’t.
Sumire: It’s too bad gymnastics competitions aren’t on TV more often.
Sumire: Fighting makes for a pretty good workout, doesn’t it?
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while I didn't transcribe responses, I did notice something a bit disappointing: neither Sumire nor Akechi seemed to have responses for anyone else. It's possible I missed one?? But not being able to remember any, they must not have many if they do have some. A bit odd.
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ayyyoonohwhatimean · 5 years ago
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morning time! w/ jaehyun+ you being sick
heyyaa! back again with a new writing. hopefully you guys would appreciate and like it though. thanks for reading!  if there’s any mistakes, I’m so sorry! xx - N.
morning time! w/ jaehyun + you being sick (jaehyun x reader)
mode: fluffyyyy fluff, slightly comedy and tiny angst! 
fuck i love him so much 
(before we start, i’m actually terribly sick rn :( and pls listen to paris in the rain by lauv while reading this! it gives me soft fluffy vibes)
“cause anywhere with you feels right, anywhere with you feels like paris in the rain” 
okay so let’s get itttt!! 
so both of you were in his room still sleeping soundly, wrapping each other’s arms around each other’s waists 
sleeping beauties aw
his room filled with you guys’ photos, his favorite LPs standing nicely on the shelf with the classic vinyl player and his speaker that he would use a lot to play your and his favorite playlist whenever you’re together
it’s simple and minimalistic but yet homey. you loved it. 
you usually would be the one that wakes up earlier than jaehyun but well not this time 
you looked at the clock standing behind the bed, oh shit it’s 10AM
your head felt so heavy and your throat feeling so uncomfortable and funny as you were trying to get up 
it was hard for you to get up so you just went back to bed feeling uncomfortable and sick
you looked over jaehyun, he’s still sleeping so comfortably, his pouty rosy lips and red cheeks with some of his dark brown hair covering a lil bit of his forehead and his eyes still shut 
“damn he’s such an art” you thought to yourself as you smiled sheepishly 
you moved to your right side and you felt jaehyun pulling you closer into his arms as he’s nuzzling into your neck 
you moved your head a little bit to look over him as he opened his eyes slowly, “hey babe morninggg” his deep morning voice echoes beautifully in your ear along with his soft smile as he looked at you and his eyes that seems to be made of stars 
your heart felt like it’s about to drop (fuck my heart would too :’))) 
no matter how long you guys have dated, it would always feel like the first time and day you went on a date with him; the nervousness, the tingling sensation, the sparks and everything. 
you replied back to him, “hey good morning sunshine”, your voice sounding hoarse and slightly unclear, starting to concern jaehyun 
he straightaway got up and put his hand on your forehead and neck, feeling them to check how high or low your body temperature feels 
“babyyy, I think you’re sick. your body feels way too warm and your voice concerns me too” he said as he rubs your back gently up and down 
“I don’t knowww, but as I was trying to get up earlier, I just felt so uncomfortable and sick. My throat still feels funny and uncomfortable and my head feels like spinning around” :(( 
he caresses your cheek lovingly with his soft delicate fingers,“let me fix it” and then proceed to leave a short but yet still meaningful and sweet kiss on your lips  
you tried to avoid from him kissing you, “heyy you’re gonna get sick!” but it was too late haha 
he laughs and smooches you all over your face like crazy, “it’s okay as long as we get sick together” 
you tried to act like you’re vomiting after what he just said and chuckled softly 
“I’ll be right back, princess. I’m cooking you something since you’re sick and I’ll get some of the medicines for you from the box outside, yeah?” he said as he got up from the bed and smiled at you 
“but babeeee, don’t leaveeee meee” you said, trying to pull his arms and stopping him from leaving the room
“babyy, but you need to eat and I need  to take care of you” he cooed 
“but take me outside with you too, I’m gonna be bored here all alone” crossing your arms as you sit and cooed back 
he giggles to himself afterwards, “you’re making me crazy, god i must be so in love with you” 
YES IT’S CHEESY BUT IT’S JUNG YOONOH IK YOU LOVE IT 
AAAAAAAAAAHHHH uwu 
you giggled too, opening your arms to jaehyun showing him as a sign to pull you from the bed, “take me with you, my man” 
he pulls your arms gently and carefully as if you’re made of glass so fragile and precious, “alright, my woman” 
he went to the kitchen to start cooking and you went to the living room which facing the apartment’s kitchen 
you rested your back on the couch with your head on the soft grey pillow as you’re trying to find something interesting to watch 
SO YOU GUYS WANNA KNOW WHAT HES COOKIN 
COOKIN COOKIN COOKING TIME 
so he’s cooking some rice for both of you, seaweed soup and some chicken soup with mixed vegetables as well as herbs that’s good for the immune system (you gotta eat healthy ok its good for ur immune system)
while he’s doing his thing cooking at the kitchen, he would look over to check on you and what you’re up to 
 he noticed there wasn’t any blanket on the couch you’re resting on so he went back to his room and got you his fuzzy blanket in case you suddenly got cold 
“hey baby, fevers can cause you to either feel really hot or cold. so, in case if you suddenly feel cold, wrap yourself using this fuzzy blanket, okay?” caressing your hair as he walked over to you to give you the blanket 
you smiled looking at him and nodded, “thank you, love. what are you cooking? It smells so good already I’m hungry dude” 
“I’m cooking...something special for us! It’s a surprise hehe” he grins cutely, like a child (isn’t he cute ugh) 
after he’s done with the cooking, both of you finally got to eat yayyyy 
sitting on the kitchen counter area facing each other, adoring each other’s presence as both of you were enjoying the meals he cooked for you and him 
jaehyun. he’s just so great, so good to be true. he’ll always be the one to pick you up when you’re down, the one to help you out when you’re having a problem whether it’s a big matter or even just a small matter, the one to light you up when everything seems to be dark to you, the one to guide you when you’re lost, the one to get concern about you even if it’s not about something to get/be concern about, the one that only stays when nobody stays with you, the one that falls asleep only after you fell asleep first because he wants to make sure that you’re safe in his arms while you’re sleeping, the one to hold you when everything seems to fall apart, the one to comfort you when you’re upset about your life. he’s your star, your world, your everything. he’s your home. 
and, 
you’re his home, too. 
you’ve always prayed for someone, like, him. :’)
ALLLL MYY LIFEEEE I PRAYED FOR SOMEONE LIKE YOUU AND I THANK GOD THAT I THAT I FINALLY FOUND YOU *sings*
FUCK I’M GETTING SO EMO SHIT 
ALRIGHT ALRIGHT EHEM MOVING ON
I love him with all of my heart 
ok so after you guys have finished eating, cleaning and shit, you went back to the couch with jaehyun behind you 
he put a box which contains all kinds of medicines (his and yours) in it on the table before finding meds for your fever and sore throat 
“here, take your meds and here’s some water so that you would feel better baby” he turned to you as he gave you one of the fever pills and lozenges for your sore throat with a glass of water on the table
you took them from his hand the pills first so that you could proceed to swallow it 
to be honest you’re not really good at swallowing pills bcus you’re afraid and you just dk how so what you usually do is chewing em (don’t judge me)
yes you’d rather take em like you’re eating a normal food instead of swallowing em like how you’re supposed to do 
jaehyun noticed how you’re not swallowing the pills the way it should be done and laughed, “you’re supposed to swallow them, you dumbass” 
after you’re done drinking your water, you hit him lightly and said “heyy, I’m not a dumbass!” 
“yes you are boo” 
“you’re a dumbass too dude” 
“heyyy! since when? I’m a very smart and genius guy plus I’m good at almost everything” he said as he rolled his eyes to you 
“since when? remember when you lost in the very first missions and other mission as well in the nct life in chuncheon and hongcheon?” you pulled your tongue out as you teased him and laughed 
“sshh, do you wanna lose your voice?” him asking you with his arms crossed and his kinda-cute-failed-angry facial expression
“aw, someone’s upset huh” you cooed, before taking one of your sore throat lozenges and put it into your mouth 
 he laughs as he slowly tryin to attack you by tickling you
“yo no stop it omg ahhHHh JAEHYUN-” 
“I can’t hear you i’m gonna tickle you until you lost your voice and can’t talk and tease me anymore” 
you proceed to attack him by tickling him too and the house filled with both of you’s laughter (uwu) 
jaehyun tries to protect and avoid himself from getting tickled by you with the pillows on his hands
when you both are finally done, you both just kinda look at each other, admiring every single details of each other’s faces 
jaehyun climbs over to you on the couch and puts his head on your stomach full of happy smiles 
“you know what, I like me better when I’m with you”, he whispers to you with his arms wrapping around your body tightly
“I like me better when I’m with you too” <3 
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castlecrackers · 5 years ago
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TW: ABUSE AND DRUG ABUSE
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HI SO IVE HAD LIKE 4 PEOPLE ASK ME MY HEADCANNON FOR THE NECROMANCER SO HERE YOU GUYS GO
First of all his name is dayn!!! (pronounced d-aye-n like saying ay! or something) BUT LIKE. His actual names danny but he goes by dayn cause it's cooler
so in me and my boyfriends storyline (we share headcannons abt the universe) hes actual on the good guys side. Hes been physically and verbally abused by the wizard since he was young and has slowly been corrupted, he used to look normal and shit but now hes registered a monster to most and himself.
but basically after all the war shit happened he said "fuck it bruh im done with this abuse" and switched to the knights side. had a hard time adjusting but hes getting there
Hes super self deprecating and he uses a lot of drugs and alcohol to cope with his past trauma :( he refuses to open up about anything,,
hes married to blue knight!! which to me and jake his name is carvin :) theyre in a healthy good relationship dw 🌺
hes really sarcastic alot and feral sometimes and has a super fucked up sense of humor and listens to a lot of yelly loud music (ex: mr kitty or crystal castles)
and the picture is how i see how he looks like, he has long hair cause he likes pulling on it and messing with it and chewing on it etc etc. hes also a biter and will literally chew on anything he can
hes gotten a lot of issues from his past trauma but hes working on it!! hes tryin,,,,,
ok thats basically it sorry for rambling eek
hi edited but tiny fun facts:;;
-his HC voice is mr kitty 😳
-he can play the organ and he freaks the fuck out of everyone by playing that creepy ass halloween music
-he laughs like a fucking hyena
-can and will eat your fingernails
-speaking of nails hes good at painting nails and shit he did his own
-please give him a compliment it means the absolute world to him even though he wont let it show
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eerythingisshaka · 6 years ago
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Play Though?  Pt. 2
Part 1
(Dad!M’Baku x Black!OC)
Word Count: 4.8K
A/N: I started the first chapter as a Reader insert, but I’m starting to feel more for original characters, so our main girl, Xavier’s mom and M’Baku’s love interest is Remi!  
Remi had a problem, a pretty big one.  A couple of days had passed since the unexpected friendship between M’Baku and both of their children.  Xavier had talked his mother’s ear off to death about his spunky little new friend he made, and it made Remi genuinely happy to hear.  She wanted her son to get in touch with his new friend again and have a solid friend, however thanks to her father, that may not happen.
M’Baku thought he was slick giving his number to her instead of the other way around.  This forced Remi’s hand to have to make the decision and time to make the phone call and invite them over for the playdate that was promised.  And sure, if Remi said she didn’t want to see M’Baku again, it would be a lie.  But she didn’t even know where to start with him.
“X, get your backpack, it’s time to go baby.”  Remi says, sliding her shoes on as she grabs her keys.  
Xavier drags his feet into the kitchen along with his backpack on the floor.  “Mama.”
“You didn’t pack your game in there right?  I don’t want a kid to steal it.”
“Mama.”
Remi grabs her purse talking to herself.  “If I am late again, I’ll fire my damn self.  Shit!”
“Mama!”  Xavier yells out.
“Oh!  Mama’s sorry, I know that’s a bad word.”
“Daddy say that all the time.”  Xavier says matter of factly.
Remi turns to him with her hand on her hip.  “Excuse me?  ALL the time?”
Xavier nods, picking at his nose.  “Mama I don’t wanna go.”
Remi sighs walking over to her son and kneeling at his level.  “Why not?  You had a good time last week.  You have friends there.”
He shrugs.  “I don’t feel good.”
Remi puts a hand to his forehead.  “You’re not hot...Is it your tummy?”  
Xavier shakes his head.  “Sometimes I don’t wanna go is all.”
Remi looks at her son’s round face lovingly.  Her eyes looking back at her has always been a quick source of pride for Remi.  Her hair texture, face shape, and bits of personality brought back memories of when she was a little girl.  She took her time with him in moments like these.
“Well son, you know how Mama has to go to work everyday?”
“Not Saturday!”  He corrects.
Remi chuckles.  “Yes, smart boy.  Not everyday do I work, But when I have to I go.”
“But you’re big, you have to.”
Remi smirks.  “I am, but you have things to do too.  Like keeping your toys cleaned up, and eating your peas and carrots.”
Xavier crosses his arms.  “I don’t like those.”
“I know X.  But think when I wasn’t feeling good on your birthday and you wanted your favorite blueberry waffles and sausage links with lots of syrup and scrambled eggs?”
Xavier’s eyes widen with excitement.  “Can I have some now?!”
Remi shakes her head.  “No, but do you hear me?  I was sick and still gave your your favorite breakfast?”  Xavier nods.  “So things like that happen.  You do stuff you don’t want to because you want to do right for other people.  I wanted you to have a good birthday even though I didn’t feel good.”
“Whose birthday is it?”  Xavier asks.
Remi hangs her head from this merry go round of a conversation.  “No one’s.  But you have friends and learning to do, which you need to be a big strong boy, so we have to go.”
Xavier pouts heavily as she puts on his backpack and pushes him out the door and in the car.  Once she pulled up to daycare, Xavier’s face is covered in tear trails and snot bubbles, grips her hand tightly as she walks him to the entrance.  A smiling worker greets Xavier happily.
“Ohhh, are we having a rough morning?”
Remi smiles tightly.  “Kind of.  He wasn’t feeling like going out today.”
The daycare worker kneels down.  “Well I’m glad you came.  Today is when we learn about planting with crushed up Oreo cookies and gummi worms and all kinds of good stuff.  Doesn’t that sound fun?”
Xavier rubs his eyes hard nodding his head.  Remi rustles his braids.  “Sure does!  You go ahead with Ms. Faye and have a good day.  I’ll be back soon, ok?”
Xavier, hugs her legs with one healthy squeeze before going in.  Ms Faye stays back with Remi for a minute.  
“He’s been really great with the other children lately.  First whole week without even a threat of an incident.”
Remi nods, folding her arms over herself.  “I think that the word ‘threat’ is a bit strong but I appreciate the update.”
Ms. Faye shrugs.  “Look, it’s tough on everybody involved.  But we try to be supportive and encouraging so he is reminded that no one is against him.  Does he display any aggression at home?”
Remi shakes her head.  “And once again, please watch the words you use to describe his behavior.  Aggressive?  Never.  He is a mama’s boy, turns into a puddle whenever I call him out on the smallest thing.”
Ms. Faye nods stoically.  “Ok.  I know he used to mention visiting his father more often, has he been able to get time with him?’
Remi shifted nervously.  Xavier’s father was a sore subject for Remi to dive into at any point in time.  He is a slick talker, big dreamer which was half the reason Remi gave him the time of day.  He has a way of making her feel like a sinking ship was still rising on the other side of the surface if you hold your breath long enough.  But his promises never came to fruition and led her and eventually her son down a road that they barely got out of unscathed.  She’d hoped Xavier was still young enough to not be worried about the troubles of the past, but it doesn’t seem that way.
“We have plans to see him soon, yeah.  Just don’t bring it up to him, that’s a little too heavy to have on his mind when I’m not there.  Ok?”  Remi says.  Ms. Faye nods knowingly before bidding her farewell.  Remi checks her phone:  of course time got away from her again.
Remi zooms over to the beauty shop, parking in the back as she jogs in the back door to make it to her chair.  
“Uh uh!  I know you not trying to get past us that easily Re!”  
The voice that called her out belonged to Patricia or Trixie, the shop owner.  She’s a middle aged Black woman who looked like Storm’s auntie, grey locs and all sitting atop her head in a bun  and headscarf.  She’s putting a roller set into an elderly woman’s hair.
“I’m sorry Trixie.  I got behind dropping my son off at daycare.”  Remi says, prepping her area.
Trixie fixes her mouth before speaking.  “You spoil that boy too much.  Why don’t you have my cousin watch him?  She run a daycare from her house and won’t charge you an arm and leg to do it.”
“Are we just gonna forget the trap house she lives next to?  Or how she turns deaf and blind soon as someone calls her on that phone she stays glued to 24/7.”  Remi says.
Trixie waves her off.  “Oh the boy gotta learn how to handle himself in the world eventually.  When his father coming by to get him?”
Remi calls a waiting patron over to her chair.  “I don’t know anymore.  I haven’t tried calling him lately.”
“Oh hell, you shouldn’t have to!”  Mika says out the blue across the room.  She works with Remi too, started not long after Remi did.
“Thank you!  The boy ought to be calling you to spend some time with his firstborn!  I still wonder if he lying bout that…”  Trixie adds under her breath.
Remi starts walks her patron to a sink bowl.  “That’s the truth, believe me.   The man acts like his dick is solid gold and his sperm is diamond encrusted.  Surprisingly he don’t give it out willy nilly.”
Trixie helps escort her patron under a dryer.  “He was always so odd to me.  Too pretty to be like that, he oughta be having babies right and left.”
Mika chimes in from her filing her nails.  “He could be like Prince or Leonardo di Caprio out here: had all these women in a tizzy but no kids.  They kept they shit on ZipLoc.”
Remi and Trixie laugh at her suggestion.  “Ok, ok.  But to be serious a second, he should be calling you, for real.  He needs to see his son and you need a break.  I can tell you running yourself ragged making sure the sun revolves around him.”
Remi towel dries her patron.  “I’m good.  Xavier IS my world, I’m not ashamed to admit that.  I’m raising a Black man in the making, and I will not fuck this up, deadbeat daddy be damned.  Plus, I get me time with you all here.  That’s socializing enough.”
Trixie makes a face with a slight eye roll.  “I mean that’s noble and all, but hell, I don’t need you being a spinster at your age.  You still got all that youth, you need to put that beauty and energy into something that’s gonna appreciate it.  You know, someone that doesn’t require potty breaks and reads at high school level.”
Remi scoffs as she combs out her patron’s hair.  “What’re you trying to say?”
“GIRL GET YOU A MAN!  A date, a one night stand, a something with a dick and a pulse!”  Mika exclaims.  The whole shop goes quiet looking at her like the aftermath of an explosion.  “Y’all were thinking it.  You too Mae, I know you know.  You been married 50 yrs and his death didn’t stop you.”
Remi’s patron Mae turned around in her chair wordlessly away from Mika in response.
Trixie tries to even things out.  “Thank you for that Mika.  But what I’m trying to say is you need a night out or something.  You say you socialize with us but you never go outside of this shop with us, and that’s not cuz we ain’t tryin.”
Remi sighs.  “You right, you right.  I got a routine is all, and what if I go somewhere and-and Xavier needs me cuz he misses me?  Having a nightmare?  Wet the bed?”
“Ohhh my God.”  Mika groans.  
“Mika, shut the hell up.  Re, I get that.  When my kids were small, they had my undivided attention cuz I was young, younger than you, and had to hustle to make sure my babies had what they needed so their lives were good despite the circumstances they were brought in.”
“Thank you!  Yes!”  Remi exclaims feeling vindicated.
Trixie holds up a hand.  “But!  I didn’t have a life because of it.  I lost a little bit of what it meant to be me outside of being a mother.  Now, like I said I was younger, less established and had an extra couple kids before your age compared to your one.   All I’m saying is, you have a means to make a life for yourself still without losing yourself.”
Remi sighs.  “The boy is a handful though.  I won’t put a man over my son.  Even like this past weekend, some guy tried to talk to me up with his kid at the park.”
“Oh?”  Mika perks up.
Remi nods, oblivious to Mika’s excitement.  “Yeah!  Interrupting my time with Xavier so he could try and talk me up.  Like he wouldn’t take no for an answer.”
“Wait, wait wait.  Ok, first of all, what was the exact situation here.  Did he look like one of these dusty van driving niggas using a kid to lure women or something?”  
“No, Mika!  But he don’t have to, he’s a big ass dude.  Like a fucking...oak ass tree ass, thick looking nigga…”  Remi says hesitantly.  She bites her lip at the thought of his appearance, almost forgetting how handsome he is with the amount of time having passed.  
Trixie walks up to her pointing.  “Girllll, I see you!  He was FINE huh?  Light skinned, dark skinned?”
“Dark skinned, yeah.  His daughter is just as cute too, like gorgeous and smart.  He treats her like a doll.”
“How much time did y’all spend together??” Mika’s voice asks in a high pitched voice, fanning herself.
Remi stamps her foot.  “Y’all stahp!  It’s literally not like that at all.  He tried it though, giving me his number like he just know he gonna see me again.”
Trixie and Mika look at one another one second before falling out in laughter and praise dancing in the middle of the shop.  Remi looks at them in wide eyed wonderment before coaxing them to calm down.
“Aye aye!  This is a place of business y’all, the hell you doin?”
Trixie stops to catch her breath.  “Child this MY place of business, you better turn up!  If you don’t call this fine single father who gave you the go ahead to seek him out, I WILL!”
Remi rolls her eyes.  “It’s gonna be a waste of time though!”
Mika chimes in.  “Let him waste your time!  You got your time too organized, you stiff!  You need something to break down your walls….oh shit!  You see that double entendre!”  
Trixie and Mika screech, giving each other a high five.
“Excuse me!”  Mae says in Remi’s chair.
Remi turns to her.  “Oh oh, I’m sorry!  I’ll get you under the dryer right now.  Excuse the noise.”
She shakes her head.  “No dear, the man who is sweet on you.  Why not try to get to know him a little?  You’re too beautiful to be single, and you both have children.  There’s a lot to relate to one another about.”
Remi smiles sweetly at the old white woman.  “Thank you, I appreciate your advice Mae.  I’m still thinking about it though.”
“Well that is a start in itself.  Pray about it, you’ll know what’s right.”  Mae’s saggy cheeks lift a little as she smiles with a closed mouth as Remi escorts her to a chair for drying.
Mika and Trixie finally got off of the subject of Remi’s potential love life and got through the appointments of the day.  What little time she had to herself was spent thinking of dinner for Xavier and NOW checking the new contact in her phone and wondering if she should take the plunge dive in some uncharted waters.  By the close of business, Remi was zooming over to the daycare to see her little boy; she missed him so much by the end of the work day.  She’s thankful he is still small enough for her to hold and snuggle, though he’s growing up so fast.
When Remi arrives to the daycare, Faye walks Xavier out, who runs the rest of the way over to her.
“Hey X!  Did you have a good day?”  Remi asks, picking him up into a big hug.  He smelled like outside and the coconut oil spray she conditions his hair with.  
His little arms tightened around her head.  “Yeah!  I planted gummi worms and made mud!”
“It was pudding.”  Faye chuckled.  “Xavier was the life of the party today.”
Remi kisses his cheek greedily as she puts him in his booster seat in the back.  When she closes the door, Faye grabs Remi’s attention.
“Remi, he was great today.  He even helped out with the project, passing out our ‘flower pots’, which were just styrofoam cups.  But he really showed a lot of leadership and gentleness today.”
Remi looks back at her little boy in the car with pride.  “That’s what he is, gentle and bossy.”
Faye nods.  “So great.  He even had a lot of conversation for me today.  Someone he met taught him about plants before.  Some kind of strong trees from Africa?”
Remi searches her mind; she always took Xavier to the library for books of all kinds for him to learn about the world, but she didn’t recall anything from books or TV on that.
“Really?  I’ve got to ask him about that, must’ve been on PBS or something when I wasn’t paying attention.”  Remi surmises.
“Well it stuck, I love seeing comprehension in children at a young age.  He’s got a strong foundation for it in you.  Thanks for bringing him by.”  
“No problem!  I wouldn’t mind a discount on fees since he is such a joy.”  Remi says jokingly as she walks to the car.
“If only!”  Faye retorts, waving back proudly.
Remi and Xavier drive home, bopping to the radio edits of their favorite hits the whole way back.  Xavier’s mood lifted Remi’s so easily; she was dog tired on the way to pick him up after hours of being on her feet, but now she felt like they could party all night.  Looking back at his serious jam face mumbling the riff of a Miguel song tickled her, such a performer.
Once they arrived at their home, Remi starts to rundown the menu, heading to the kitchen.
“Ok X-man, we can have some spaghetti, I got turkey meat for sandwiches.  Or I could make those fish tacos, you liked those last time.”
“Mama, can I have my birthday today?”  Xavier calls from the couch he is standing on.
Remi closes the fridge door to approach her son.  “Mk, first, get off the couch.  We don’t even do that on birthdays.”
Xavier jumps off standing by his mom.  “Please?  Can I have my birthday?”
Remi pulls out some bread to make a sandwich.  “Sweetie, I don’t have any waffle mix or blueberries.”
Xavier crawls into a chair.  “No mama, I want birthday.  Not waffles.”  
Remi stops prepping the sandwich to look at her son carefully.  “Your birthday isn’t for six more months, why do you want to celebrate so early?”
“I want Sunny to come over and play.”  Xavier says reaching for a lunch meat slice to chew on.  
Remi looks at Xavier with confusion.  “Who is Sunny, baby?”
“My friend from the park.  Her dad came too, I want to see her for my birthday.”  Xavier says through a mouth full of meat.
Remi chuckles to go back to assembling her sandwich.  “X, you don’t need a birthday to see Jolasun, we can see her anytime.”
Xavier’s eyes light up.  “Can I see her tomorrow??”
Remi groans as she thinks.  “Uhhh, probably not….”
“If it’s my birthday tomorrow, can I see her?”  Xavier asks.
Remi gives her son a look.  “Xavier, what’s this birthday mess you keep talking about?  We will see her when I say we can,  I’m just not sure yet.”
Xavier’s face falls.  “But you say you do cool stuff for my birthday, even if you feel bad.”
Remi purses her mouth and steps away from the sandwich ingredients.  She pulls a seat up next to her son giving him her full attention.
“Listen, that’s different.  I told you that so you would understand why you have to go to school in the morning.  It doesn’t work for other things like seeing friends.”
Xavier’s eyes begin to water as he looks sadly at his turkey slice.  “But I want to see Sunny….”
Remi rubs his back.  “We will, X!  I promise we will, don’t get upset.”
Xavier sniffles.  “But you don’t want to…”
“No! No, I do want to see her.  She’s a lovely little girl.  I’m just nervous about...stuff.”  Remi says curtly.  Mika and Trixie could barely understand her thoughts on M’Baku, how would a 4 year old.
Xavier looks at her with puppy dog eyes.  “I am nervous too Mama.  At school and when I saw Sunny, but then I was happy because they were nice.  Sunny is too mama!”
Remi pulls her son in for a hug as chokes up a little.  His whole world crumbles so easily, she hated to see him get this way.  “X, now calm down so Mama can talk to you.  It’s ok to have friends and I’m glad you want to see them.  I;m so proud of you for being a big boy and not getting nervous.  Ms. Faye told me how good you were today.”
“Yeah?”
Remi nods, pulling him back to face her.  “Of course!  You’re always a smart little gentleman, don’t forget that.”  Remi wipes his tears and grabs a napkin to get at his nose.  “And I know Sunny thinks you’re great too.  So, since she knows how cool you are and wants to see you, why not go see her.”
Xavier’s face lights up again.  “For real??  Are we going to the park again?!”
Remi grabs her phone.  “Well, I don’t know exactly but I’ll call her Dad and we’ll see, ok?”  Remi gives him half the sandwich she made and a cup of juice and chips.  “Sit and eat while I talk.  Don’t drink all the juice and eat all the chips before you finish the sandwich.”
Remi walks over the the living room, sitting in her easy chair to scroll to his number.  Her heart felt like it skipped just at the sight of his name:  M’Baku.  Such a good name, took little effort once you got past the hard B, then your lips and tongue just fall in line with a whisper into the last two syllables.  It’s been days since their first interaction, would he even remember their interaction, her name?
She shakes her head free of toxic thoughts as best she could or she’d never go for it, and hit Call.  This is for Xavier and Jolasun after all, this would have little to do with you and M’Baku if she got her way fully.  The phone rang and rang in her ear, with each ring she wondered if calling was too much.  Maybe she should’ve texted or maybe go to the park like Xavier said and hope to run into-
“Hello?”  M’Baku’s deep, elegant voice bound through the phone to her ear, causing a tingle in her brain.  
“Oh, uh hey!  This is Remi, uh from the park?  You came over to help me with my groceries.”
M’Baku does a low chuckle.  “Yes, Remi, I haven’t forgotten you at all.  But I thought you had forgotten me.”
His tone dropping into a realm of hurt ego, it made him that much more charismatic.  “Well Xavier hasn’t forgotten Jolasun.”  Remi says, steering the conversation back on track.
“Tell her I said hi!”  Xavier yells from his chair with a mouthful of sandwich.
“....and he says hello.”  Remi adds.
“Ahh, I heard.  Jola is still napping, but I will relay the message.”  M’Baku says very relaxed, as if he is settling in comfortably for an intimate conversation.
An awkward pause of silence fills the conversation as Remi plays with her nails waiting for M’Baku to say something, anything to hopefully make her hang up an say that it can’t happen.
“Was...that all you called for?”  M’Baku inquires.  She could hear the smile in his voice.
“No.  Um, Xavier wanted to see Jolasun so I wanted to coordinate with you and see when you’d be free...basically.”
“Ah, so your son persuaded you.”  
“...yea.”  Remi adds curtly.
“Am I invited as well?”
“I mean you would want to bring her here I thought, so….in a way...yes?”
M’Baku groans demonstratively, muttering a few things under his breath for dramatic effect.  “Well, that is good enough for me.  Do you feel like having dinner tomorrow night?”  M’Baku asks.
“Uh, I mean I want the kids to spend time together, we’re not going-”
“Remember when I offered to show you an exquisite, nutritious meal that meat and plant eaters alike could enjoy?”
Remi smacked her forehead.  As hard as she tried to keep this conversation off of flirtation, she maneuvered herself into a ditch of embarrassment.  “Right.”
“Then me and Jola will come by, we can cook as they play, and we will all eat together, eh?”
Remi looks over to Xavier.  “That sounds nice, but I really don’t want to be stuck with trash and dishes.  Sounds like more work then I want to sign up for.”
“I know how to clean and take trash out.  I will bring my own pots, I am particular about my cookware anyway.”  
“Oh?  Are my pots and pans subpar?”  Remi quips.
“I don’t know yet.  I’ll have to come see for myself.”  M’Baku says.  Remi could practically hear his wink.
“Oh God, this is ridiculous.”  Remi shakes her head, gripping the bridge of her nose.  
“What is ridiculous is passing on a chance for a free meal and company since we all get along so well.  The kids have their playdate while we have our-”
“Dinner.  A good meal and babysitting, sounds lovely.”  Remi says.
M’Baku chuckles again.  “Yes, a meal in your beautiful home.  And I sincerely cannot wait for it.”
Remi felt herself getting warm.  The way he said beautiful, it didn’t feel like he meant the house.   She fought herself on wanting to hear that word from his mouth in connection to her instead.  “I...know Xavier and Jolasun will have a good time.”  
Remi hears shuffles on M’Baku’s end.  “I will have to let you go now, lady of the house is stirring.  See you on tomorrow!”
Remi smiles, saying goodbye before hanging up her phone and looking off into space for a bit.  She gets lost in remembering his features, his stance, matching his expressions with the cadence of his voice over the phone and imagining that wide smile excitedly planning a night with her and Xavier.
“Mama!  What he say?”  Xavier asks through a mouthful of crackers.
“Chew your food!  But they will be coming.”
“YAYYY!!”  Xavier pops out of his seat and runs over to his mom, climbing her feet roughly to get in her lap.
“Ouch, boy!”  Remi picks him up the rest of the way, laughing to herself as they embrace.  Xavier looks into his mother’s face, forehead to forehead, nose to nose.
“What do you say?”  Remi quizzes her child, her vision blurred as his features become a Picasso from her eyes crossing to look at him from point blank range.
“Thank you mama!”  Xavier’s breath smells like every component of his dinner.  She loved making her baby boy happy.  It’s not always so easy to do.
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The next night, Remi lays out a couples of pots, pans, and various utensils to prepare for the night with M’Baku and Jolasun.  He texted earlier in the day to let her know he would be bringing groceries with him so Remi wouldn’t have to worry about having the right stuff, no matter how much she protested against this.  Remi still felt off about tonight, like something wasn’t quite copacetic but she reminded herself this was not a date.  More like a summer camp and they were the counselors….not horny ones like the movies always depict, that’d be gross…
It had been so long since Remi let a man interested in her inside of her home, she really was not sure how to act.  M’Baku could still be just a nice buddy, with little interest in her especially exclusivity.  
Remi groans at the tracks her mind went on.  She keeps steering into a romance thing!  The kitchen was set, so she changed atmosphere, going upstairs to check her face and make sure she was good to go  look-wise.
She tried to keep her outfit cute, but not too elementary school teacher-ish.  Enough to show her assets, but conservative enough to wear to church.  But not too formal to keep up with the kids and there impending messes, just over the line of looking like she cares.  She is at her house for this, but some freshening up is necessary for guests.  
She takes out a nude lip to touch up as she calls out to Xavier.  “X!  Come here so I can see you!”
Xavier’s feet stomp rapidly up the hall to stand outside her bathroom.  He has on his favorite CoryxKenshin shirt with a little plaid shirt layered over it and canvas pants with his Keds.
Remi beamed.  “You are so handsome!”
He looks down at himself, almost going into a headstand as his braids stood up to gravity.  “I do?”
“Yes!  Of course, always!  Are you excited?”
He nods.  “Are we going to sing happy birthday with cake?”
Remi laughs as she fills in her brows.  “No baby, remember?  We aren’t going to do your birthday.  This is a regular day with your friend Jolasun.”
The doorbell rang on cue.
“Sunny!”  Xavier exclaims racing away.
“Xavier, don’t open that door!  I’ll get it!”  Remi’s heart rate picks up as she tries to summon the energy of her co-workers to gage as much of the possibilities tonight has to offer as possible.  Checking her phone, looks like they are a but early, she thinks as she heads downstairs again.  
Xavier is bouncing by the kitchen, ready for an adventure.  His smiling face calms Remi effortlessly as she glides in her confident walk across the floor to the door, putting on a genuine smile as she opens the door.
“Hey, Remi!  And little man!  Look at y’all!”
Remi’s face drops instantly.  “Ron?”
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littletoybabyboy · 7 years ago
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sitting outside liqor store this morning w8ing 4 THE GUNSHOW n watching asmr
when sum dumb bitch slut comes up to me like were friendz or smth looking all concerned like bitch u never seen a cute lil twink sitting ohtside a liquor store gettin asmr tingles b4? and she wa slike “oh huney are you okay??? ur coveres in blood where are ur parents?” like o ok whore didnt know i was fuckin 8 years old i was jusr lyke “ya im gud my dads in there buying vodka” she asked how i got all thes e bruises n cuts n i was like “oh mostly he does that to me when we fuck” n she freaked the fuck out n made me go with her into sum fuckin near by gas station and i made her biy me a choco taco and she called like a fuckin ambulence n b4 u know it theres some idiot doctor bitches trying 2 talk 2 me n they seem all concerned cus of the maggots in my leg which started eating my healthy skin lolz, and i guess im imaciated or somethin n my arms broke and smth about smth idk my blood pressurz fatally low i hav a concusson blah blah blah uh who cares, idk it was bullshit leav me alone i just wanted 2 watch asmr n get drunk!!!!!!! they kept tryin 2 get me to leave in the ambulence but i was like nah, can u buy me another choco taco dumb lady? and after a lot of arguing with all these dumbasses and like 6 choco tacos finally THE GUNSHOW found me and the stupit bitch started screaming @ him 4 being an awful monster n i spit in her eye n THE GUNSHOW threatenet 2 pull her intestines out thru her mouf then we left n now im drinking mtn dew and vodka n typing this out. im really sick apprently lol watup im gonna make a comic abt it l8r ✌️
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tuyet-mai · 7 years ago
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A breakdown of Ed Sheeran’s “New Man” and why it’s problematic:
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[TL;DR at the bottom of the post.]
     So yesterday, as I was on Spotify instead of doing work, I realized I hadn’t listened to the new Ed Sheeran album Divide in it’s entirety yet. Turns out, it’s pretty awesome (and if you haven’t listened to it yet, you should go do that)! Unfortunately though, it does have its problematic moments -- the track New Man being the primary representative. 
Before we go into detail though, let’s give the characters of the song names so that they’re simple to discern from each other:
Let ex-boyfriend be X, girl be G, and New Man be N. 
Also, excuse my ADHD. My meds wore off towards the end.
Ok! Now on to the fun bit!
So why is this song problematic, anyways?
I have a couple of different perspectives on this point that we’ll detail momentarily, but to be concise:
X is obsessed with the relationship between G and N, using a mix of manipulation tactics and fallacies to try and convince G to leave him. 
X incessantly shames N for basically existing; he also shames G for choosing to do things/be around people X disapproves of.
X enforcing gender stereotypes. 
G asking X for sex. Also, G cheating on N. 
N wears closed shoes without socks. 
Pop culture influences real life, and overall, these are not healthy behaviors. 
Give me a moment to mentally choke a bitch out compose myself.
Just...
What the actual fuck? 
   Now,  I’m sure there are multiple people reading this post and thinking “silly OP, X is justified because N is a piece of shit,” but here’s the thing: 
THAT’S EXACTLY WHAT X IS TRYING TO GET YOU TO BELIEVE. 
     And by “you,” I mean G, ‘cause New Man is basically a request for G to take X back rather than offering sympathy to G or caring about her as a whole individual. 
[explosion noises]
Let’s take it verse by verse to identify how X does this.
Verse 1: 
I heard he spent five hundred pounds on jeans Goes to the gym at least six times a week Wears boat shoes with no socks on his feet And I hear he's on a new diet and watches what he eats He's got his eyebrows plucked and his arsehole bleached Owns every single Ministry CD Tribal tattoos and he don't know what it means But I heard he makes you happy, so that's fine by me But still, I'm just keepin' it real Still lookin' at your Instagram and I'll be creepin' a lil' I'll be tryin' not to double tap, from way back 'Cause I know that's where the trouble's at Let me remind you of the days when You used to hold my hand And when we sipped champagne out of cider cans I guess if you were Lois Lane, I wasn't Superman Just a young boy tryin' to be loved So let me give it to ya 
Did you catch it? Here’s verse one rewritten:
“I don’t like N because [insert stereotype about masculinity] and he’s different compared to me”
“But if that’s what makes you happy, it’s ‘ fine,’ [insert eye roll]”
“But actually, it’s not fine, because I miss you (I’m stalking you) and I’m better because we did fun shit even though I was poor and I’m not [masculinity stereotype]”
“Poor me, I deserve love; let me love you”
Essentially, X is saying that because N plucks his eyebrows, has money to spend on something he wants (even if it’s a dumb purchase), and behaves a certain way, it makes him a dumb jock/fuccboi/undesirable/have certain other traits. Therefore, X is desirable (a nice guy), and G should take him back. 
Because obviously, as a man, if you keep up with your appearance, like one specific band(s), have an aesthetic/meaningless tattoo, and try to take care of your body, you’re a shitty person (sarcasm). To this last point though, I would like to note that if the tattoo has a cultural implication that N is not part of, it’s a dick move to have gotten it. We’re going off X’s assumptions though, so... 
Also, closed shoes without socks is unacceptable regardless of who you are; shape up, N.
CHORUS
I don't wanna know about your new man 'Cause if it was meant to be You wouldn't be callin' me up tryin' to 'Cause I'm positive that he don't wanna know about me I don't wanna know about your new man We'll get there eventually I know you're missin' all this kind of love But I'm positive that he don't wanna know about me
Rewritten:
“I don’t want to know about your new man because you’re calling me up for sex (so obviously I’m better and he doesn’t matter).”
“I also KNOW that you’re missing this kind of love (so please come back) and we’ll eventually be able to laugh at him together.”
“Also, he doesn’t wanna know about me (because he’s too big of a dickbag to care obviously).”
Thoughts on the chorus:
On G’s part: dick move. Nobody should call up someone who’s trying to get over them. It just plays with their emotions and gives them false hope (or in this case, it makes X go batshit crazy)
On X’s part: he needs to get over himself. He doesn’t seem care about G or her situation other than wanting her back. He also can’t KNOW what G is feeling or missing unless she’s specifically told him.  
Verse 2
Your new man rents a house in the 'burb And wears a man bag on his shoulder, but I call it a purse Every year, he goes to Málaga with all the fellas Drinks beer, but has a six pack, I'm kinda jealous He wears sunglasses indoors, in winter, at nighttime And every time a rap song comes on, he makes a gang sign Says "Chune, bwoydem light up the room!" But enough about him, girl, let's talk about you You were the type of girl who sat beside the water readin' Eatin' a packet of crisps, but you will never find you cheatin' Now you're eatin' kale, hittin' the gym Keepin' up with Kylie and Kim In the back of the club, kissin' a boy that ain't him Okay, you need to be alone And if you wanna talk about it, you can call my phone I just thought I would tell you, 'cause you oughta know You're still a young girl tryin' to be loved So let me give it to ya
Rewritten:
[Implied stereotype about people who live in the suburbs]
[Implied jab at masculinity]
“I’m uncomfortable with myself and jealous that he can keep that figure”
[Stereotype]
[Stereotype about “type” of femininity]
[Cheat-shaming, even though he has no idea what G&N’s relationship is about]
“Even though you behave this way you’re still this [type of] girl somewhere inside.”
“Poor, silly, you. Let me love you because I’m not [stereotype] therefore my love is better.”
A few points with this verse:
This reminds me so much of the people who say the: “I’m not racist, but...” bullshit. X is passive-aggressively shaming N and G through the entire song by implying “N isn’t a fuccboi but... N is a fuccboi -- and if you like fuccbois (G), then I guess that’s what you like (but I’m judging you for it because (stereotype))”
I’m not one to advocate cheating if that’s the case, but neither I nor X have ANY IDEA what G and N have agreed to in their relationship. Maybe G found out she’s polyamorous. Maybe N is polyamorous. Maybe they’re fine with having multiple partners. We don’t know, and neither does X! G shouldn’t be shamed. 
Again, what is with this guy and shaming people for taking care of themselves? G is doing well for her body! Also, maybe she realized she liked that show (ironically, or unironically: it doesn’t matter).
STOP WITH THE GENDER JABS, CHRIST ON A STICK! That is not okay! N is in no way required to conform to society’s or X’s expectations of masculinity/style/etc.
Another thing: People change! Even if G’s behavior/aesthetic/style/gender identity was a certain way with X, that doesn’t mean she’s locked into those things for the rest of her life! Nor does it express her as a full individual! Crazy concept: you can be chill/humble, take care of yourself, and eat crisps every now and then!  
X does get points for the ‘gang signs for every rap song’ line though; that’s unnecessary and ignorant. 
Bridge
Baby, I'm not tryin' to ruin your week But you act so differently When you're with him, I know you're lonely Please remember you're still free To make the choice and leave Don't call me up, you need to show me
Rewritten:
“Baby I’m not trying to ruin your week but...”
[goes on to do/say some dumb shit]
“You act so different, therefore you must be lonely!”
“So please come back to me, but DON’T call me! I demand you show me (see: make it up to me cause I’m too good for that)”
Thoughts:
Again... one aspect of a person in one instant is not representative of the entire individual. X is not owed anything from G. 
Summary & Societal Implications
X is fucking insane and doesn’t care about G as a whole person. He loves the idea of who she was before. 
X continually shames N and G to manipulate G into coming back to him. 
There’s a lot of details being assumed. 
     Also, if you haven’t sorted this out by now: this is a terrible portrayal of romance for people to relate to/internalize. It normalizes creepy/arrogant/ manipulative behavior as well as gender stereotypes. None of those things are healthy within or after a relationship. 
     If X loves G, he should be her friend and comfort her/help her situation instead of acting all high and mighty/implying something along the lines “I told you this was silly; now come back to me.” If he loves her, and she is not happy with N, he should help her exit the situation without requiring personal gain in return. Unconditional love does not necessitate reciprocal behavior. 
TL;DR
New Man has a great beat, but sends an overall terrible message. It also enforces gender stereotypes. Also, X is creepy as fuck and should leave both of them alone, even if G called him, solely because he’s a passive-aggressive, manipulative fuck.
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wweimagineandedit · 8 years ago
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Speedy Recovery - Seth Rollins x Reader
Request by @lclb13
Summary - You request time off to help Seth recovery from his injury at home, and the two of you get very close. One thing leads to another, and you end up doing a lot more than helping him recover. (Kevin the doggo also makes a few appearances ;) ) 
Warnings:- Smut, Fluff, Swearing
Word Count- 2,103
@fandomfreak202
Crews to gif owner, my gif maker still wont work :( 
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When I first head about the attack on Raw on Seth, I assumed it was just a storyline, which was why when I heard about Seth’s injury, I assumed that it was just part of the storyline. But when I saw him leaving the arena on his crutches, I knew it was serious. This wasn’t a joke, and it broke my heart to see Seth in pain.
 Seth is a good friend of mine,we get along really well and sometimes we even ride together, since we never ran out of things to talk about and no matter what mood we were in, we would make each other laugh.
 Once I’d found out his injury was legitimate and he’d be out of action for a while, without a second thought, I booked time off to help him.  I booked 4 weeks off, which I know was a stretch, but I wasn’t doing much on TV anyway and they had plenty of female superstars for the live events. Being told seth was sent back to his home in Buffalo, I immediately boarded the next plane there. I decided not to tell Seth I was coming and surprise him, hoping that mine would be a face he’d like to see.
 I pull up outside Seth’s house, parking on the curb and pulling my bags out of the trunk. I’m walking up the pathway to his front door when I hear barking. This wasn’t the first time I’d been to Seth’s place, so hearing Kevin bark was actually a welcome sound. I knock on the door, waiting for a few minutes, but there’s no answer. Kevin barks again, and I hear Seth speak. “Kev, please, shhh” he whines.
 God, he sounds so sad. He normally sounds so happy and enthusiastic, and it kind of stung to hear him like this. Trying the door handle, I pushed the door open – luckily he didn’t have the chain on the door. I shuffle in and stand in the doorway.
“Wh-who’s there?” Seth turns around, and I finally get a good look at him.
 His eyes are red and puffy from crying, his leg propped up with pillows on the couch, crutches next to him, his hair tied up in a bun. “Oh, Seth” I say sympathetically, speeding over to him and kneeling beside him.
 “(Y/N)?” he says wiping his eyes. “What are you doing here?”
“Well, say hello to your completely not qualified nurse for the next 4 weeks” I rock back on my heels and give him a big cheesy grin, earning  a small chuckle from him.
“But you’ve got work, you can’t look after me you can’t stay for long”
“4 weeks off, Seth. I’ve booked 4 weeks off to help you.”
“(Y/N), I can’t let you do that it’s not-“
“Stop.” I cut him off mid sentence. “You aren’t getting rid of me that easily, Rollins.”
 10 days passed, and Seth and I got closer and close.r I drove him to his first doctors appointment, which was  nerve-racking. On the third day, I helped him into the shower, since he was struggling to stand on his knee. I helped him in, both of us trying to hide the fact that we were blushing.
 On that same night we were both sat on the couch watching a movie, Seth had his legs draped over me and I was rubbing his knee. He started to fall asleep, but he asked me to stay, and at first thought it was just sleepy Seth talking but I stayed the night and the next day he asked me to stay at his place for the rest of the time I was looking after him.
 Spending so much time with him, getting so close with him, I was starting to feel something I’d not felt for anyone in a while. I think I was falling in love with him.
 Coming back to today, I’d just helped Seth into the shower and I was back in the spare room getting changed. I was just about to put on a top to sleep in when I heard a thud. I quickly ran to the bathroom, checking if Seth was ok.
“Seth! Seth! Are you ok? Did you fall?” I burst into the bathroom.
“No, no, I just dropped the shamp-“ Seth stopped abruptly, looking at me.
I look down at my body and all of a sudden remember I was still in just my underwear. “Shit!” I shout before grabbing Seth’s hoodie off the radiator in the bathroom and zipping it up.
“As long as you’re ok” I say before rushing out of the bathroom.
 I sit cross-legged on the bed with my head in my hands, still in Seth’s hoodie. The door slowly opens and I see Seth stood on one leg in a towel with his crutches. The sight makes me gasp, seeing water dripping down his chest, his wet hair messy around his shoulders.
“How’d you get out by yourself?” I ask him nervously.
“Hard work” He laughs, hobbling over to sit next to me on the bed.
“Seth I-“
 He stops me there by planting a soft kiss on my lips, resting once hand on my cheek and the other on my thigh. He pulls away and his chocolate brown eyes stare into mine. “I’ve wanted to do that since you walked through my door on the first day you came.”
I blush and Seth smiles before coming in to kiss me again, but this time the kiss was more heated. His tongue begged entry to my mouth, and I let it in allowing us to explore one another’s mouth.
 I swing my leg over him so that I’m now straddling him, and I can feel his hard bulge against the wetness pooling between my thighs, which was only covered by a thin piece of fabric. I grind against him and he starts to trail sloppy kisses down my neck. I grip his dripping wet hair with one hand and trail the other down his bicep, feeling his muscle tense beneath my touch.
 Slowly pulling away from Seth and I stand up, him looking at me confused. I kneel down on the floor in front of where he was sat on the edge of the bed, pushing him down gently before undoing the knot in his towel, letting his rock hard member spring free. I start kissing up his right leg, feeling him twitch slighty when I start kissing his injured right knee.
 Making my way to his member, I take it in my hand and slowly lick up the length, causing Seth’s breath to hitch in his throat. I flick my tongue over his tip before taking his dick in my mouth and starting to bob my head up and down, hollowing out my cheeks.
“Fuck, (Y/N)” he moans.
I swirl my tongue around his cock whilst playing with his balls with my other hand, earning loud moans to escape from Seth’s lips.
Seth sits back up, and I rock back on my heels to look at him. He smiles down at me before shuffling up the bed to lean on the pillows. I stand up and slip my panties off, tossing them to the side before crawling up the bed so I’m back on top of Seth.
 His hands find the zip to the hoodie that I was wearing and he slowly pulls the zip down and I shrug the jacket off. I unhook my bra, letting Seth drink in my naked body. “You’re so beautiful, (Y/N)”
“So are you” I whisper into his ear before positioning himself at my entrance and sliding down onto him. “Fuck” I cry out as I adjust to his length.
“Shit you’re so tight” Seth spits out through staggered breaths.
I roll my hips back and forth, being sure to be wary of Seth’s injured knee. I start to bob up and down on his dick, both of us moaning loudly. Seth gripped my hips and I feel a familiar sensation rush through my body.
“Seth I’m gonna cum” I moan, as my walls tighten around him and I slow down, sitting all the  way down on his dick as I came.
 As I’m gasping for breath, Seth shocks me by wrapping his arms around my waist and flipping us both over. “Seth be careful! Your knee!” I say, worried.
“I’m ok, (Y/N). I know how much I can take.” He replies before pushing himself into me. My breath hitches in my throat as he starts to pick up a rhythm, pushing himself deep inside of me making me cry out every time his hips collided with my skin.
 Seth drops down onto his forearms, “Fuck I’m gonna cum baby” He starts to pull out but I lock my legs around his waist. “Cum inside me” I say. “What? Are you sure?” Seth asks, worried. “I’m sure” I respond with a smile. With that Seth bites down on my lip and scrunches his eyes shut as his strokes become slower as he shoots his seed inside of me, crying out loudly.
 Seth carefully rolls off me, both of us trying to catch our breath, covered in sweat.
“(Y/N), can I stay in here tonight?” He asks, unknowingly pulling puppy dog eyes at me.
I laugh. “Of course you can.” Jumping off the bed, I grab the shirt I was going to put on originally and Seth slides into the covers, grabbing the remote and putting the TV on.
All of a sudden, Kevin runs into the room, jumping up at my ankles. I laugh, picking him up before sliding into bed next to Seth, Seth putting an arm around me as I place Kevin down on his lap.
 It’s been 8 months since Seth’s injury, he’s back on TV, fully healthy, and everyone backstage knows he and I are together. I’d never thought that this would happen, but I couldn’t be happier. We had both said that we were meant to be together, and he was surely the love of my life.
 It’s one of our rare days off, and Seth is at the gym. I’m sat in his bathroom on the edge of the bath, not daring to look at the pregnancy test on the counter. Has it been 2 minutes? I look at the digital clock. 4:52pm. It’s been almost 3 minutes, which meant it was ready.
 “Come on (Y/N). You’re a wrestler for God sake, you put your life on the line for a living! How scary can a pregnancy test be” I say to myself. I pick up the test and look down, seeing the two little blue lines. Positive.
 Once Seth gets home, he jumps in the shower and that’s my chance. I prepare us a candlelit dinner to surprise him with the news when he gets out. Once everything is prepared, I hear Seth getting out the shower. I light the candles on the table and pull the food out of the oven, placing it in the middle of the two plates.
 He comes down the corridor and a smile spreads across his face. “What’s all this?” he asks, planting a kiss on my forehead.
“What, can I girl not surprise her boyfriend?” I smile up at him.
He laughs and sits down. We eat dinner and I’m trying so hard to keep the news to myself. Looking at the leftovers, I speak up. “At least I’m already getting my portions right. That would feed 3 people?” I say smirking.
Seth looks at me confused. “What you talking about?” he laughs.
I stand up and kneel down next to him. I pull the positive pregnancy test out of my pocket and hand it to him. “You’re gonna be a daddy, baby” I say, trying not to cry with happiness.  He looks at me, then back at the pregnancy test, then back at me, then down to my tummy.
“You mean there’s a?” He says, pointing at my belly. “Yes, there’s a little Sethy in here” I say, starting to well up with tears as I smile.
Seth’s face lights up and he leans down and kisses me, sliding down to his knees to join me on the floor, wrapping his arms around me, kissing all over my face.
“I’m gonna be a daddy!” He cries!
“There’s only one problem” I say.
“What? What is it?” He asks, worried.
 “How are we gonna tell Kevin he’s not gonna be our only baby any more?!”
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trqnsboy-moved-blog · 8 years ago
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alright so like one person liked it but im still gonna complain openly, this is gonna be rlly long cause i gotta put all that context
so i was sick for like a week and a half, and during that time i missed an entire essay in my english class, and the solutions my teachers came up w was “do it at lunch” i asked if i could take it home, they said no.i am barely surviving school as it is, i need time w my friends so i dont dissociate, and i need all that time bc i cant even get through the day now. 
so i havent come in for lunch to work on it, and ive been lowkey anxious (ty anxiety meds) abt this essay since not doing it will drop my grade. 
on monday the teacher brought up the fact that they were grading the essays, then she took us to her dance room to do a game thing??? in english?? but anyways, my fried wasnt there, i was in a different setting, and i just wasnt feeling the best that day.
 this one guy was limping when we walked down to the dance room, and the teacher saw and let him sit out to the side and do nothing but listen the entire time. so we get into the room and she tells us all to go into pairs and i shuffle off to the back cause i Did Not Feel good, and the teacher called my (kinda) name and said she had a partner for me and i said i was good (this teacher knows i have anxiety) and she was rlly confused. she went to go get the door and when she passed me she asked what was happening, and i said i couldnt do the activity bc of my anxiety.
but instead of letting me sit off to the side like the guy w the hurt leg (who basically sleeps in class) she made me (the one who puts his hand up for almost every question) write a summary of the thing we working on.
so i did it, cause of course i did, and when class ended i handed it in, and i tried to ask her if i could take it home, but i was stressed from the situation and it just came up all jumbled, and the teacher looked at me as if i was crazy and said no, and told me to ask my other teacher.
so like, that freaked me out,so i decided i would go talk to a guidance counselor for help, and i did. he sent an email to the teachers and told me to check back in two days later, so a day passes and its today (thursday) and my guidance counselor finds me during art and tells me to meet him at lunch to talk to my teachers.
so lunch comes and we go to the room and im kinda nervous, then one teacher comes and she sits besides the guidance counselor, which makes me kinda unsettled, but the chair was there. and she asks me to start the conversation ans i say smthg like, “uhh i just kinda wanted to take my essay home, i know that if i could take it home i could do it in a night, but when i asked u i felt kinda crazy” and then the teacher told me that u cant just judge other ppls emotions and all that stuff thats been told to me a million times, i have anxiety sharon, i cant help it.
the other teacher comes, and she sits on the other side of the guidance counselor, and i feel way more uncomfortable, bc now in basically surrounded by them. and the other teacher comes and she tells me what wonderful work ive been doing, and she started to talk abt my anxiety, but in that way that teachers talk abt things they r teaching. “who told me that u had anxiety?...” “uhh, me?” “yes thats right” and she just talked abt that, then the other teacher jumped in and they started talking about the real problem
so she says “we arent mind readers, we cant tell whats going on in ur brain, u have to tell us.” i have told u brenda, ive asked both of u twice now. “and u didnt come and see us for a week after we offered time, then suddenly i bring up that we r marking essays and u want to do it” 1st its called i have memory problems linda, 2ndly ???? i didnt bring this up bc u mntioned it?? i dont even remember u bringing it up???
and throughout this my guidance counselor is quietly nodding along, and when the teachers go on long tangents, i dissociate. 
they finely get to the real point which was basically, “we cant let u take the essay home, its school board policy” which??? they idnt need a meeting to say??? they couldve talked to me in class or send an email back??? instead of this?? 
so i can feel myself wanting to cry, but i hold it in, and one of the teachers leave and im just kinda left with the others. they basically say that i have to come in during lunch to do it (the guidance counselor agrees w the teacher here, even though he fully knows i cant) and that i just come in for half of lunch. 
these teachers wanted me. to do,that.today. my teacher says “u can go out and eat w ur friends, destress, then come back so u can do work. i need to destress too.” she compared, my needs to be healthy in this school, as similar to her, nbeing less stressed at work,the kid who has severe anxiety.
she goes “is that ok?” and i take a deep breath and go “tbh, im rlly, rlly, rlly, rlly stressed right now” she asks me “why” and i tell her “because of this?” and the guidance conselour like, jumps into the convo and says something and i go “i think im gonna go home” and they ask,how, and i tell them im gonna text my gran and this fuckin guidance counsellour tells me “what abt ur friends?” and i say ill text the, he tries to convince me to stay and i say “im good.” bite my cheek to hold back my fucking tears and walk to the fucking door
so i start kind of crying there, and i text my gran to pick me up, i play some music o try and calm me down, and i tell my friend hat imgoing home, and wile im tryin to get this fucking message to send, the guidance counselour comes up and lenas againsr the door?? and?? doesnt say anytjhing??? so i start freaking out and i try to text my friend to come but the fucking message wont sendand he fucking calls my name an says “guess that didnt work” and i like nod and look weirdly at him, then he goes “could u come see me in my office?” and i say yeah, and then he goes “are u going home?” and i say yes agan, and he fuckind he fuckin asks if he can help.
no thanks, ive had enough of ur “help” teach
anyways he left and i had an awful day :^)
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kieransmith-blog1 · 8 years ago
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ummmmm here’s an abt page for kier
wassup!
this is kieran, she’s 19 & has an (almost) three year old daughter named jaelyn
she is extremely protective over her since her ex walked out on them once he found out she was pregnant.
he was 18 and she was 15 and he wanted nothing to do with her or the baby. he was on track to being a big time lawyer like the rest of his family, and was convinced that she and their child would keep him from those dreams.
to her knowledge he never told his parents about the baby, but his parents had always disliked her because they thought she was using them for their money even though she couldn’t care less about their dumb family name
they were the kind of people who were RLY into upholding their reputation and shit so their precious angel son having a 15 year old pregnant girlfriend who he wasn’t married to would NOT be something they were happy about at all. she’ll always blame them for her bf leaving her bc she knows thats prob the majority of the reason why he abandoned them
this breakup still really messed her up bc she always thought they’d get married and shit and live in the house with the white picket fence and 3 dogs and 2.5 kids and he’d be a lawyer and she’d be the perfect homeschooling stay at home mom but.... that never happened and now she’s here
ANYWAY this was all before they even moved to hillsboro.
when her daughter jaelyn was born she decided to use her own last name rather than her ex’s because she doesn’t want her baby associated with them and she knew it would cause lots of drama if they found out she’d used their last name without their consent
she is lowkey named after the father though bc her name is jaelyn and his name was jason so it’s like..... kinda the same but not super the same
after the breakup she was spending more time at home, which was the one place she hated being because of her step-dad who was !!!!! abusive
she hated this guy more than ANYTHIGN even more than her ex’s parents and she hated them a LOT OK
she put up with their shit until 1 day when he got 2 close to her for comfort after jaelyn accidentally broke somethin in the house. the two of em were yellin @ each other & he almost hit her and she LOST IT ok she called the cops on him & got him arrested which sent her mom for a LOOP she was pissed @ her 
enough to send her and brooklyn to live with their bio dad & now they’re here in hillsboro & she’s just tryin 2 provide for her daughter & her sister & herself, pay all her medical bills, & try to not get too close to her dad & step-mom bc she’s highkey scared they’re gonna get rod of them too bc she has #trust issues now that their own mom got rid of them
also this doesn’t fit anywhere up there but she has type 1 diabetes so she’s always watching out for that & she is rly into exercise and healthy eating & stuff 
but she tries not to rub it in ur face like those obnoxious vegans u kno what im talkin about
none of that freelee the banana batgirl in your face shit
she’s just tryin to stay healthy & keep on top of shit ok
& she’s strugglin w all of it
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HI CRUSH ANON HERE AND I WANT TO START OFF BY SAYING TO ALL THE PEOPLE THAT FEEL EMOTIONALLY INVESTED IN MY LOVE LIFE I LOVE YALL HAHHAHHA I DIDNT EXPECT FOR ANY OF THIS TO HAPPEN :'))))) at the same time tho i feel like things might have to be put on hold for a while i dont know !!!! ok sorry sorry ill explain so ,, ive figured out that im like really really into this boy. in a way thats probably not the best for me right now, esp bc ive got a lot of things to juggle right now (1/17)
but also bc ive been thinking and like ,, ok so this story might put things more into perspective. so its like monday and i get a text from him thats just like ‘hey what are the rest of your classes for today/do you have like 15 min or something to be in a shoot of mine before it gets dark’ and im like PANICKIN bc ofc hes asked some of us to be models for his photography hw before and its always super casual BUT this is the first time that IVE ever been asked specifically (2/17)
and so obviously i jump at this offer and im like ‘umm i dont have any more classes today so sure just lmk when and what to do :) also whats the shoot about?’ and hes like ‘ok cool we can meet at your room at like 5:15 and ill tell you about the shoot when we meet up :)’ and he wanted us to go to this reaaaaally pretty park at sunset and do the shoot around that time and i was like ‘ok do u want me to wear anything specific’ and he was like ‘nothing in particular :)’ (3/17)
and so i start getting ready and im nervous af bc it meant spending more time alone with him and i felt so unprepared for that LMAO but yeah so he comes up to our room and i open the door and my heart skips a fucking BEAT and i almost slam the door in his face but i force myself not to aha and so we go and hes like ‘ugh im so tired i want coffee lets get coffee’ and so we went into the starbucks around the corner but then i was like yo will we make it to the park in time (4/17)
and hes like ‘o shit yeah’ so we leave without getting coffee rip but yeah we go to the city park and oh my gskldgskd it is so fucking pretty its right before sunset so everything is golden and the sky is rainbow but you can already see the moon and holy one of the prettiest views i think i have EVER seen !!!!! and then he explains to me what the project is finally and hes like so its an experimental photo set thats supposed to represent all the things we left behind in modern society (5/17)  
and so for me he said he wanted me to pose in the city park at sunset sitting on a bench with my hands cupped like i was holding a heart (hes going to photoshop the heart in later when hes editing the pics) and then like leave it behind on the bench and look at the sunset behind me which is supposed to represent and i quote “leaving love behind in the pursuit of beauty” and i literally was like 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍 the whole time LMAOOOOOOO (6/17)
but yeah so we did that in like 15 min but after we were done i legit didnt want to leave bc (i wanted to spend more time with him but also) IT WAS SO FUCKING PRETTY SKDHJDFH and ahhhh i like looked over at him and he looked sooo at peace just like looking out over the water and the sunset and the scenery was so beautiful i almost blurted out hi i think ur beautiful but i stopped myself in the nick of time thank god LOOOOOL (7/17)  
but he like made eye contact with me and i like held myself together but there was a moment where i felt like djdhskjdkd idk how to describe it i was kfskshdhdjdh idk it could be just my imagination but I FELT LIKE THERE WAS SOMETHING THERE AHHHHHHHH and i was so tempted to ask him about the hand holding on saturday but i didnt i held myself back again thank god lol and then all of a sudden he goes ‘hey do u want pics’ and im like wot (8/17)
and hes like ‘do u want some pics of urself? like we r already here so !! plus i want some photos to put on my photography insta’ and i was like sljkddjkd ok why the hell not so he directs me into different poses and stuff like that and after the sun sets we finish and then we r walking back bored af so we start wandering around the little shops nearby and then we finally get home and then our friend texts the group chat like ‘hey anyone want dinner now’ (9/17)
and we were already really close to a dining hall so the two of us went and got dinner and our friend just joined us later and then during dinner when it was just the two of us we started talking about me losing the bet of when our friends were gonna hook up and so i have to treat him to japanese bbq and we were talking about when and hes like ‘well theres nothing im gonna celebrate for a while except my best friend from home is coming bc her sisters getting married here” (10/17)
and i was like ‘omg thats great ??? congrats to her !!!! omg’ but idk this is where it gets kind of confusing bc idk we were talking about maybe going this weekend but his best friend was coming and he was planning on spending all his time with her but i think he said that we could go get japanese bbq with her too ?? and i think i said ok but i dont think we locked down any like specific date and time at all ??? this part is a lil confusing to me (11/17)
so anyways that happened and i havent really interacted with him after that whole thing like we still have a streak on snapchat lol but he will do this thing where he wont open or respond to my snapchats for like literal hours ,,, even though i know hes ON snapchat bc he will like watch my stories ??? like w o t ???? i dont think hes doing it on purpose if that makes sense ?? but its still annoying and borderline infuriating and sldkghsldkgh (12/17)
and also like ok ,, his best friend came like yesterday and i saw her on his snapchat story and h o l y g o d she is the most beautiful girl on all of fucking planet earth i shit u not like i actually !!!! screamed when i saw her shes so fucking gorgeous and on his story theres a bunch of snaps of the wedding etc and a pic of him and her in a photobooth and sldkgsldkghs holy ???? i dont know how to put this into words but they are p e r f e c t for each other (13/17)
like in every way possible they are literally best friends and shes an actual goddess and together they look sooooo aesthetically pleasing it is legitimately intimidating and ahhh sldkgldgkh so the thing is !!!!! i already have practically no self esteem left ,, and a dinner with like HER and THEM will probably d e s t r o y m e from the inside out i will literally just feel inferior in every single way possible and i have NO IDEA HOW TO EXPLAIN THIS UGH !!!!!! (14/17)  
but yeah that kinda just made me realize that i might need to take a couple steps back ??? from this entire thing and him in general ,, and also that before anything happens i really want to work on me first like obv x has got his shit together and theres that whole thing with his best friend and idk !!! i like have pledged to go to the gym way more and get my fucked up sleep schedule back to some resemblance of normal and f o c u s on my academics and skincare and eating more healthy !! (15/17)
like i wanna be a person that everyone can look at and be like yes !! u go girl shes got her shit together and yeah !!!! aha :’) and also i need to COOL IT with my feelings about x like as amazing as he is and as fun as it is to spend time with him and as much as i want to pursue everything about this relationship i dont think im in a place mentally and emotionally where i can handle that so !!!!!! for now im gonna (try to) just distance myself a lil (16/17)
and yeah !! if he asks to go out for japanese bbq tonight/tomorrow i think im just gonna be like ‘ahh i wish i could but im super swamped with work rn sorry :(((‘ (which is 100000% true) and just leave it at that *deep sigh* anyways thats where i am at this point thanks for tuning in yall aha :’) i just need to not be hurt in this relationship and distancing myself for now is the only way i know how to prevent that ,, and i probably wont be that successful but !!! heres to trying :) (17/17)
awwwwwwwww crush anon BUT THE SUNSET DATE (yes im calling it a date) does his best friend go to the same college as you guys?? bc if he’s single and she doesn’t live anywhere near him there probably really isn’t anything between them that you need to worry about. I def support the focusing on yourself bc the more confidence you have in yourself the less insecure you will be once you actually get into a relationship so go you!! my gf and i are actually starting to facetime each other and work out together too so all of us can struggle in that tryin to be healthier lyfe! i think in one of the other asks you mention more happened? but i also think that maybe a bbq date with him wouldn’t be bad? and i think you should try to have it with just him and no one else! idk fill me in on any new developments :0
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